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d.write("var wordMap = new Array(\" dedication fepow victims seaman john neil cambell missing good days thoughts soldier dunkirk lewis memorial british leaders gunfodder sixteen hundred killings ligoniel small pain chest show kids 1000 marbles mother wors ajint innocent suffer when victim valuti speculum planes profile came running full military honours from trenches dominance chide writings battle regiment long starve night late tommy atkins then screams dying sanctus bell man's mans title nightmares terror dear last letter just another ptcsd poetry time history dedicate this heroes killing fields serviceman's servicemans prayer squaddies lament mean streak glass king's kings shilling bronze cenotaph blind transvestite apostolate stockport spirit that will never fade solace rifle reply mask remember fata vocant mind shall sleep charlie mccoll year wish nightmare disabled squaddie many devils winston from singapore 'destroyer' destroyer army that betrayed prophecy albions fate aussie nam-vet's nam-vets \",\" dedication those fought suffered against japan most evil nations lonely graves many tropic lands thousands victims slaughtered alien bloodied-hands bodies ravaged disease ridden beheaded gallant adversity sword scorned dreaded like thief night with cunning stealth armies rapacious soldiers struck coveting other nations wealth with hordes japanese screaming banzais their mikado's mikados hallowed name swords decapitated bayonets stabbed slaughtering without shame peaceful countries shocked caught unaware then brutalised intimidated terrorised fear these pagan sons heaven numerous locust swarms capturing raping cannibalising ignoring civilised norms terror-camp guards crushing will fight contemptuous life precious human rights scourge across chill touch death torturing maiming very last breath prisoners squeezed into pig-baskets then thrown sharks their crime being trying remain free hell apology here thriving murder rape hardship billions they stole where might against duplicity would hopeless task helpless boys imprisoned bestialised prime just another atrocity specialised forced labour camps holes sadistic abuse guarded morons heavy clubs expert came special bombs capital they stopped horror bloodshed most profound generations have passed since that sordid only -not were covertly rewarded collusion conspiracy preventing lawful claims crimes absolved abuses disclaimed deprived abandoned fate compassion denied already late emperor again exalted country recovered strong what price justice nation profited from doing wrong arthur lane \",\" small pain chest michael mack sent arthur lane elsa beattie battlefield scene captured translated into above american kindly gave permission this poem magazine soldier sitting calmly underneath tree approached could beckoning battle been long hard lasted through night scores figures ground still morning's mornings light wonder you'd youd help smiled best water morn would surely good fought with scarcely rest have small pain chest looked large stain shirt reddish-brown from warm blood mixed asian dirt much said count myself more lucky than they're theyre gone while just must getting shinning bright feeling cold climbed hill hundred strong cleared crest exploded felt around some only things found were deep craters earth bodies kept firing them tried very finally down grateful whispered handed canteen smile that think brightest i've seen seems silly size full zest could find himself defeated what wife thinking grown? here weak stand-alone? mother imagined held breast that within chest? dark soon? winced it's growing thought begun before travel i'll little rest……… quietly died don't dont recall what happened then cried arms pulled side feel wounds were pressed heart against \",\" squaddies lament many times wonder they were one's ones scared live with more give five went that four great pals blown away warning given mine fields ahead flash bang four mates dead still can't cant comprehend just alive they arthur lane \",\" lonely graves graves many tropic lands thousands victims slaughtered alien bloodied-hands bodies ravaged disease ridden beheaded gallant adversity sword scorned dreaded like thief night with cunning stealth armies rapacious soldiers struck coveting other nations wealth with hordes japanese screaming banzais their mikado's mikados hallowed name swords decapitated bayonets stabbed slaughtering without shame peaceful countries shocked caught unaware then brutalised intimidated terrorised fear these pagan sons heaven numerous locust swarms capturing raping cannibalising ignoring civilised norms terror-camp guards crushing will fight contemptuous life precious human rights scourge across chill touch death torturing maiming very last breath prisoners squeezed into pig-baskets then thrown sharks their crime being trying remain free hell apology here thriving murder rape hardship billions they stole where might against duplicity would hopeless task helpless boys imprisoned bestialized prime just another atrocity specialised forced labour camps holes sadistic abuse guarded morons heavy clubs expert came special bombs capital they stopped horror bloodshed most profound generations have passed since that sordid only -not were covertly rewarded collusion conspiracy preventing lawful claims crimes absolved abuses disclaimed deprived abandoned fate compassion denied already late emperor again exalted country recovered strong what price justice nation profited from doing wrong \",\" eastern prisoner crucified tarsau again close hintoc- whipped along river valley road driven pierced bleeding with million maggots feeding body that carried load heart still unbroken hopes were unquenched 'til hove cross blighty thro' thro crowd soldiers stabbed road home dropped when politicians broke legs made shroud westminster poor wrapped linen fine words perfumed with their sweetly-scented lies they laid tomb golden mirrored room other lads refused bill duncan \",\" ‘destroyer'  ‘destroyer  from sicilian coast august 1943 round world bugle call echo'ed echoed isle calling lewis lads leave that night kyle   it told them story nation's nations threatened shore also gave warning they might return more quay stornoway whispered their farewell amidst tears laughter loch ness's nesss clanging bell  young stayed behind sail away ne'er neer sight stirring fateful  arriving depots with letters which drafting office send those afar  they sailed stately liners commissioned with toiled sturdy trawlers fight against jervis rawalpindi many others these names spoken highland crew  not vessel large small arctic you'll youll find islander board he's bred years crept slowly blood sodden strife many islanders laid down youthful life  no-one tend lonely grave stone mark spot wind wave seagulls wail will always  when winter seas raging around heather folks remember every rank file  and from lips prayer spreads throughout glorious banners peace shall unfurled angus macleod vatisker action various ships atlantic mediterranean theatres badly wounded  few people aware head population western isles scotland highest casualty rate area british empire world wars reason heavy losses most serving royal navy merchant infantry regiments 1940 when britain lost was more than twenty-times mainland opening verses poem relate start hundreds isles naval reservists  were called-up and  ferry boat ness was chartered admiralty lochalsh  the poems articles  above sent donald author \",\" gunfodder will with missiles bombers said until relents force that tried hoodwink american british intent seen anything milosavic  lately  tony? commonwealth terrorist send every last prison enforce them shall escape terrorists lateley tony provide full economy envy world employment riches living costs much admire foreign imports thing past bought petrol lately shorten waiting hospital lists being available give nurses richest financial reward health service beyond minds recall have ever felt sick remember dead from great wars sufferers well least once year parade close eyes heads respect really imagine what like bosnia ireland gulf cost lives money account bodies comes peasants home help dispose matter prophecy albion's albions fate upon those hills alone sport england doomed  over broad face creeps shadow wall creeds ancient faiths alter  crown before tide down base church mock mighty  heroes  written scrolls time  our religion held jest patriotism crime hymns praise allowed village schools only material interests rule glory thousand years end  foul disgrace coarse demagogues replace  statesmen ruled trade profit sole device army navy cast aside costly things and  defense realm empty pride footsteps millions invaders know bred traitors give  hand deadly foes powerless disarmed foreigner knee humbly bend yield treasures 'she lacked wisdom defend nash 1870 \",\" thoughts soldier joined army soldier then killer command became judge executioner time maimed killed country's countrys enemies with total dis-regard performed duties down line i've been spat sworn thrown stoned thrashed bamboo canes sometimes belted rifle lash then left strung rigid arms suffered water treatment decapitation threat gone without food drink days beneath worked treated like coolie fifteen hours with nothing show what done there's theres more soul destroying anything which brings pain than being betrayed one's ones government whom fought served vain  arthur lane \",\" dunkirk   grandson grandma  was granddad ever soldier? mean soldier know he's some medals what's whats them for? when have gun? march down shooting folk? that lots grandson went fight king country what right i've seen clean wrap nice neat suitcase marches street  yes dunkirk they with pride show their fallen comrades recall terrible price paid when chest take hand proud rest like those fell that saved from world hell 15006450 frederick dusty rhodes  royal pioneer corps \",\" british leaders reminder from grave when home tell them 'twas twas your tommorrow that gave today after this passing around world issuing challenges rattling sword remember other like sent harder enemies than live friends arthur lane \",\" innocent suffer die?  country queen then joining their fellows paradise pain evil die?  barbed wire threads death still clinging onto it's victims whistles howls wind craters around hide loose deformed bodies eerie light flares deafening thump shells continuous screams afflicted this real? nightmare? why? middleton \",\" service man's mans prayer that left grow with years remembering heartache pain tears hoping praying never again will sink such sorrow shame price they paid always remember every month just november  arthur lane \",\" charlie mccoll executed 1916 example shells screaming overhead fields littered with dead this what christianity about necessary kill rout volunteered serve king fight freedom thing seeing many wonder christ would have said were here witness feel useless insecure brain won't wont function more thoughts just dream life really could been know that must price what's whats considered cowardice years come doubt there will those speak situation peers place quote from kipling poem like yearned free look death which being known blindfold alone written anger arthur lane june 1942 \",\" nightmares ever hear sound bullet which missed ricochet whines between tree's trees have felt useless tasted bitter bile fear rises from knows where heard rattle mortar it's crashing hits roof above? screams they meet horrid death smelled stench cordite mixed with urine guts blood? reached point life when nothing really matters that would welcome peaceful thing? looked bloody body comrade friend before your eyes life's lifes blood ebbs away? pray then find wasn't wasnt there desperation dad? fought sided fight betrayed those thought that could trust then taken prisoner bestial japanese wish never  arthur lane \",\" disabled squaddie bless they understand faltering step paralysed hand blessed know ears today must strain catch each word seem eyes wits slow look away when coffee spilled table never you've youve told that story twice make known that loved respected alone ease days journey home loving ways arthur lane \",\" many devils face many times three thousand maybe more first palestine  then again singapore when world flames beast became would call every give name eyes were black like un-forged steel smile grin with outstretched showed like slave followed than forty years that visited each more recently just once twice called around this where hair turned quite grey accentuates strain appears still young with crooked which show flame waves hand beckons follow right back slowly goes away  arthur lane \",\" army that was betrayed  they pushed back from alor star kedah collier quay those yellow heathen bastards came with planes tanks their support they through waves army which never defeated that betrayed order hold them advance delay reinforcements could sent help there disheartened dismayed they held guns were worn then retreated again till spike bury dead where this fifth column sabotage ipoh jitra down malav snipers dive bombers suicide squads after falling sheer fatigue nerves shattered frayed fight till next soon skies will black with fought died looking prayer always vain back england cursed cowards cried you've youve thrown empire away hoped would survive hear arthur lane \",\" squaddie just whine then phut last sound heard body ground notice even birds blood spilled around bier bugle call grave with fine engraved cross would wasn't wasnt truth gave toss eighteen years hardly never known love only hate hadn't hadnt really seen life since leaving high school first serious date here died this tropical mire  knowing when back face sightless eyes asking question rest troop forged ahead them dared look back' while today they remember name left that dark jungle track more than forty there's theres nothing being there trace console ourselves repeating over again please what waste  arthur lane \",\" 	beneath roar bomb shell stood island before fell beside their guns gunners worked worked like madmen shirked ones still looked let's lets fire them inland cried round they turned those monstrous loose death tons kept glad scrap revenge hong kong just show martin \",\" colonel john mcrae badly wounded battle yypres died dover hospital overlooking composed following poem night before dead short days lived felt dawn sunset grow loved were loved flanders fields take quarrel with from falling hands throw torch yours hold high shall sleep though poppies should break faith with above extract defence league british veterans association news letter nesa make comment save those read honour your country else then made freedom possible never allowing them forgotten arthur lane stay alive \",\" victim dedicated john reflective thoughts silver treasure island lazing under palm tree's trees beneath pacific that long amidst your happy youth serving queen country ignorant truth strangers come play their games cloaked secret shrouds pressing buttons making mushroom clouds comrades east west left hold fort staying longer than rest don't dont give thought you're youre older weaker with sadness heart memories yesteryear tear bones apart stumbling stairway body wracked pain never ending misery driving insane doctors stand helpless nothing done tragedy remembered tropic wishing over tears well alone quietly hoping you'll youll neal \",\" seaman john neil campbell missing appreciation told that missing john your boat's boats long overdue anxiety left your with nerves drawn tense fell circumstances bred phrase only knew each seems year those bowed down beneath suspense they conjure jolly smile mirror heart reflecting youthful eagerness undaunted fray- their poignant agony dismal part waiting news come dreading like tribute great have made ‘sacrifice' ‘sacrifice vain brave useful services were vital state loyalty demands such things although they cause much pain should alas reached full allotted span passed from presence while still graced life's lifes first page departing bloom youth will died un-spoilt disillusionment common hopes prayers prevail reunion clouds hang above shielings harris shore will dispersed gladness hearts seem numb restored thankfulness open once more hope better shed brighter sympathies souls whose anguish burn present sorrow nightmare pass away eclipsed quite forgotten return campbell harcourt avenue southend-on-sea poem appeared stornoway gazette been relation merchant seaman neil brothers cousins small hamlet plockropool isle western isles serving five navy royal ship reported 1942 nothing heard about given lost blue without anyone knowing arrived home japanese prison camp 1945 japan never over conditions young years after spoke experience unable ascertain name suspect these three wellpark willesden kirkpool time went another cousin awarded bravery convoys malta captain clan macaulay 1944 maltese newspaper noted we've weve some wonderful captains many merchant ships here captains-angus feet built took lewis guns it's mountings during ‘illustrious' ‘illustrious blitz used tommy loosed rounds engagement said day's days shooting life before capt later commended normandy landings whilst master lamont around 6000 canadians board first into before disembarked ordered soldiers hearty breakfast reputed best troops landed real character always piper when seaport play ‘the campbell's campbells coming' coming when port played road isles' \",\" good days married long time worked hours wages were wireless bath times hard just cold water yard holidays abroad carpets floor burned coal fire locks door children arrived pill those days brought them without state they safe going play park folk could walk dark valium drugs cured ills with good vandals muggings there nothing felt rich couple people happier kinder caring many ways milkmen paperboy would whistle sing night pictures fling share trouble strife face that's thats pattern life alone look back through years don't dont think tears remember blessings home love that shared together thank above lily hewitt \",\" lewis memorial when even nobly learn live these have learned very least give they without sigh upon altar cause right their holiest offering laid then worth fight march into future unafraid late malcolm macmillan western isles during from roll honour ness bernera king country 1939 1945 \",\" sixteen hundred bugle heard funeral beat even drum sound retreat over corps's corpss were hurried hill where other gi's buried feet foot deep korean they still sleep young wondering little white crosses show their name although unmarked graves shame american braves useless caskets enclose breasts just clothing rest colour brown black faded lights pill powder medicine kind should stronger mind could have saved them from yonder laying illness tossing turning most knew there would returning some went easy others with pain died vain while home enjoy fill remain that lonely remembered forgotten last post jack arnold royal artillery korea \",\" this poem written student queens college belfast handed regiment think that ever published these killings soldier under sent memory fusiliers dougald mccaughey joseph john mccaig company battalion royal highland girdwood park 1971 they were picked 10th march city centre taken squires lane ligoniel executed shots neck head ligoniel those that rule this provence guilty they must feel deaths three young soldiers ditch these came from scotland only their teens cold blood were murdered whilst power dream when ulster some serving away receive sprig shamrock wonder what they'd theyd good name tarnished scar will never heal perhaps they'll theyll plant thistle matters long live conceal stood aside while died thoughts parents knees kneel paint picture place called from robert lynch argyll sutherland highlanders engineers royal highland fusiliers \",\" why? hanging alone among threads death swaying with winds still grasping guns wounds some gasping their final words country queen then joining their fellows paradise pain evil innocent suffer die? barbed wire clinging onto it's victims whistles howls wind craters around hide loose deformed bodies eerie light flares deafening thump shells continuous screams afflicted this real? nightmare? middleton \",\" year wish active service there wish within heart although today apart prayer care shelter thee where'er whereer thou this verse appeared stornoway gazette name \",\" winston from singapore 1942 lines should fail break because decisions failed take extra tank ship plane which waited vain plus supplies never came will then admit blame? have paid cost empire lost \",\" prophecy albion's albions fate upon those hills alone sport england shall doomed over broad face creeps shadow wall creeds ancient faiths alter crown before tide will down base church mock mighty heroes past written scrolls time religion held jest patriotism crime hymns praise allowed village schools only material interests rule glory thousand years foul disgrace coarse demagogues replace statesmen that ruled trade profit sole device army navy cast aside being costly things defense realm empty pride footsteps millions invaders know home bred traitors give hand deadly foes powerless disarmed foreigner british knee humbly bend yield treasures 'she lacked wisdom defend nash 1870 \",\" soldier that which others cared went where feared what failed asked nothing from those gave reluctantly accepted thought eternal loneliness-should fail have seen face terror felt chill fear warmed touch love hoped pained cried foremost lived times would were best forgotten very least will able with greatest pride that indeed soldier anon \",\" australians vietnam veterans lament hurt pain stilt lingers years were told that wrong when twenty carefree game we're past fifty feel nothing shame such legacy bear borne bastards didn't didnt care wives kids they suffer wrongs being righted those still battle stick together probably rest forever mates shared this horror proud just ounce honour we'll well fight meet kick some arse doors rattle although today numbers dying them keep trying right that inherited have meant heartache tears soldiers write their behalf cause shove your battles called wars just children from alien shores acknowledgements pearce returned vietnam \",\" kids then shrivelled bed-ridden haggish woman croaked groans sour expletives each moan spit invective spent invious life later still wearing cursed tirade outraged mind's minds intravenous plasma groaned bad-tempered kids that bear name woman's womans destined grow like already late? kids? gods sake wife ashkey cunnungham booth 1000 marbles author unknown older more enjoy saturday mornings perhaps it's quiet solitude comes with being first rise maybe unbounded having work either hours morning most enjoyable weeks shuffling toward kitchen steaming coffee hand paper other what began typical turned into those lessons seems from time tell about volume radio order listen talk show heard sounding chap golden voice know kind sounded should broadcasting business himself talking thousand marbles someone named intrigued down what well sure sounds you're youre busy your they well shame have away home family much hard believe young fellow sixty seventy week make ends meet missed daughter's daughters dance recital continued something helped keep good perspective priorities that's thats when explain theory little arithmetic average person lives seventy-five years some live less folks then multiplied times came 3900 which number saturdays their entire lifetime stick getting important part took until fifty-five -think this detail went lived through over twenty-eight hundred thinking only them left store bought every single marble ended visit three stores roundup inside large clear plastic container right here workshop next every since taken thrown found watching diminish focused really things there nothing earth help straight last thing before sign-off take lovely breakfast this very figure blessed extra loved ones nice hope spend again someday have could drop finished even show's shows moderator didn't didnt anything moments guess gave think planned instead upstairs woke kiss c'mon cmon honey taking brought asked smile special said just been long together stop while we're were out? need have great week your saturdays special many happy years after lose mother's mothers plea when death knocks door you'll youll hear mother's mothers frantic kill don't dont ‘gooks1 kill happened erstwhile passivist's passivists peace price wonder chinese lads never mothers' plea? simply above cry? ashley sajint geordie sajint's sajints japan wounded fusilier he's hissel small pack slung across rear they'll theyll write sajint newcassell's newcassells evening news becass fusilier's fusiliers gonorrhoea cunningham innocent suffer die?  country queen joining fellows paradise pain evil die?  barbed wire threads still clinging onto victims whistles howls wind craters around hide loose deformed bodies eerie light flares deafening thump shells continuous screams afflicted real? nightmare? why? middleton victim dedicated brother john reflective thoughts silver treasure island lazing under palm trees beneath pacific amidst happy youth serving ignorant truth strangers come play games cloaked secret shrouds pressing buttons making mushroom clouds comrades east west hold fort staying longer than rest give thought you're youre weaker sadness heart memories yesteryear tear bones apart stumbling stairway body wracked never ending misery driving insane doctors stand helpless done tragedy remembered tropic wishing tears alone hoping neal valuti speculum mirror stared stranger's strangers face bedroom-wall mirror looking stranger there seen youth? planes profile through eyes lens looked deep near-blind artist's artists past pupil doorway -through inner chamber posterior along optic nerve brain reason understanding madness driven artist eyes? could same strives understand behind talent such soul brushed stroke canvas? look quite does mean say? returning obscure world silhouettes infilled varying shades grey place poem shade charcoal will came running night assassinated dying day's days entering cold uncertainty yelling reds appearing white stage-lit fierce fluorescent-flares awful intent fight disregarding machine-gun chatter tracers vickers neon-pecked coal-bagged darkness tearing limbs sons like marionettes danced death's deaths jerky choreography quilted paddy-suits frenzied barb-wire wicked man's mans invention mines minced stumps upside pollard reached rusty made bailey-bridges writhing forms who'd whod mines greedy vickers' reaped-share human harvest corn stalks close view ‘geordie' ‘geordie eyeball crouched miss high fixed-lines designed heads running soft paddy-boots thumping hell earth's earths backside haste hides brrrp-brrrp brrrp-brrrp russian-styled ‘burp' ‘burp guns belched lead curved undisciplined arcs spitting parapet monsoon raindrops bone-dry sending dirt blind dawn's dawns pale tossed grenade blew soldier's-coat soldiers-coat laying bare thorax rifle's rifles bullet stopped quite dead short where recall distance title ‘sweats' ‘sweats claim vomit corpses revulsion feel shit legs though sheer relief dried sweat atrophied balls long stare night stare night's nights tattered blanket holes stars eyed keeping dawn's dawns enfilade black dominance oawn hate dense dark wholeness stars obscene orange punched holes blanket's blankets splintered steel mortars make disembowelled discolouration slit grin belly heard pained protest roar anguished cries late optimist pulled sagging waist line pushed concaved chest groomed non-existent hair flashed procelain teeth acquired dentist's dentists chair pretty office reciprocated beaming beguiling innocence wise hazards consolidating unbelieving luck touch sign alarm disapproved girl's girls dorian gray ageing cried rebuttal sound narcissus splashing sidewalk memory's memorys pool tommy atkins bless tommy atkins kings shilling fought midst killing bless service korea against hordes bravery awards dispel fear suez canal government sent scared lost medal lost northern ireland emerald isle humanity defiled bombing kept smiling liberation kuwait posionous jabs burnt arabs limps awakward gait protecting balkan muslims counting sheep sees babies sleep with croat skeletons chetnic prisons against taliban cause anthrax spores hellhole called afghanistan author tony mcnally valley tophet hinnon near sacred city jerusalem simon poet upon offer matthew sacrifice moloch city's citys refuse dump -where children rubbish ofference phoenician deity -simon offered greatest gift poetry mind exchange eunice's eunices wanted father's fathers son's ashes eunice wept washed simon's simons read there's theres none find reflected pupils childrens' childrens bawled diatribe shut looking bathroom refuge insensitive knew gift-wrapped mirror's mirrors silver halcyon nest biblical would sacrificed simon? twisted metal shards floating burning welsh guards way? recorded events seem torture myself glee capital stanley drank ourselves sober sergeant major party they back shore amongst families fighting it's nearly twenty those painful memories wont love country brothers arms november 11th i'll sing hymns sanctus bell postulated flesh 	from wounds harked padre's padres sanctus-bell 	when conscripted 	human dung-heaps flies hell happens medals? 	and glory pride? will devil bright? hole chide man's mans soldier screamed rush battle record torment time's event time obeyed studiis rebus honestis honourable pursuits studies thus -for war's wars experience decades passengers disembarked soldier rushed words though stood writing life's lifes reflections cheated travelled fast leaving mean streak uncontrollable anger told croaks dante's dantes living-hell inflicted afraid hurt forgive cruelty glass want struggle self makes king just yourself isn't isnt father mother judgment must pass who's whos verdict counts staring glass some people shooting chum says can't cant please he's you've youve passed dangerous difficult test friend fool whole pathway pats final reward heartache unknown……… kings shilling eager willing oblivious ahead where marching feet weary tread comrades joked sailed pride embark countries wide soldierslot full foreign lands orders command retreat brave timid likely targets bayonets drawn unjust anothrs jabbing thrust seems waste loss helmet hung wooden cross bronze cenotaph soldier bronzed herculean unknown unwearied resting ‘arms reversed' reversed head bowed soldier's soldiers universal hall-mark mourning comrades' souls growing slinging backward glances yesterdays' yesterdays faces khaki-coloured once-upon-a-time keeps hollowed-bronze rests reversed1 cenotaph boy-child curiosity cannot mystified medals clang unison silent lost-friends-memory-sobs passing looks sniggers pray boy-chilo bridge awful sighs flows styx cram-full intentions swear god's sunbeam rain rainbow -where begins seasons flower shouldn't shouldnt forbidden couldfind gasworks bymucky becks chase kicking footballs friend's friends scruffy pillowslips sleeping angels lace grew playing soldiers marching bands elite played game real god-forsaken land became buddha mighty mahmud allah-breathing strange he'd forsaken buried locked room blind transvestite cane blindness because lacking-care seeing- subtle inviting attention sympathy hush-puppy shoes wrinkled nylon stockings' stockings failure disguise coarse mishap frock ridiculed form understandable attempt tidiness failed dark glasses obscured concealing world's worlds cruel knows pavement edge five o'clock oclock shadow chin mocked seeing eyes' femininity nightmare wear clothes convention gorge see? coward they've theyve touching harlequin's harlequins fantasied columbine's columbines transvestite struggling normality dark? wish he'd apostolate's apostolates shaft horizontal sunlight beams window enters glares apostolate's apostolates prison-pallor hermit-writer's hermit-writers screaming brightness echoes reflection whitewash walls head's trophies expired exper­iences hanging withered carcasses coathooks begone remind youth's youths memorabilia wars spewed puke upon canvas disbelieve otherwise choose hide stock stockport grime before these crime hopscotch skipping rounders played lamps made winter evening many scamps market penny pudding charge mustard spread thick cheeses hall flowers stalls these shall forget remember clogs caps latter fashion also puffs grunts climbed huntsmans brow bughouse brinks'way brinksway bottom spying glad haven't havent forgot school holidays lots bramhall brook we'd hike amongst better would ride bikes swim drink seemed heaven always reluctant leave seven pearson's pearsons fund provided outing your address tied coat case astray sunday races race prize chapel often learn maker also best church caretaker proper company join singing anniversary dearly solo choir loud sweet clearly dress jumble sale neatly pressed smart ever guessed changes streets parks roam dirty mersey lyme park hall perhaps perchance invited ball beautiful gems their swearing friendly ways from working classes stems proud born great sorrow that turn clock only forward tomorrow spirit fade 									a world ballad holds faded memory army major's majors crown shoulder toyed description reporter probably settled ‘soldier' ‘soldier finest mark trusted relied trade craft disagreed disagree eternity white-hot captivity japanese hands during prisoner singapore fell suffered brutality privation mates terribly indefinable enriched breed tempered cataclysmic reshaped perceptions even tragedy treasure experience tough survival giants compassion mate ship imperishable ‘solace‘ godfrey's godfreys favourites lips moving mine semblance sublime king laughs laugh yearn emptiness beaten track forty nineteen boys judge pity threaten pearly gate killer hero ‘leave tolerance zero walk forest minute peace scorn watch bird grass beak foot meek fluffs feathers grown assaulted reality flying planes curled fitzroy hour cherish seconds cleansing shower woods darker trudge chirps mist breaks clutching fist rifle comforting smell rifle cold skin strength superior firepower objective advance contact rounds firing wall dead click bayonnet dear stab fingers grasp please ammunition reload dive trench blood cordite ungodly stench whence noise ears buzzing silence unleashing violence forever soil clean check i've leave faceless folk ain't aint joke worth depends oath obey killed blowing hawks retard bombs drove galahad middleton reply mask roadway start trust let's lets sitting passing below witnessed suffering doesn't doesnt allow easier ultimate you've youve judged because pleased paid heed jibed indulged laissez faire share tolling bell question might earth allan hutcheson remember fitting historical misjudge heaped horror should appear distraction neglect history today condemn squander yesterday's gaunt which etched fata vocant fates call fate unexpired portion soldier's life? cast deception intersect trajectory remaining dull blur inconsequence bleeding' bleeding places once hand-in-hand taste relive precious discovery soldier-boots limbless husks sightless known sandbags side wench discover war's denied nature's natures mysteries sergeant's sergeants bark politicians soldier-sergeants repair mutilation mind? dies khayylm wrote blown curse pluck gone? \",\" nightmares ever hear sound bullet which missed ricochet whines between tree's trees have felt useless tasted bitter bile fear rises from knows where heard rattle mortar it's crashing hits roof above? screams they meet horrid death smelled stench cordite mixed with urine guts blood? reached point life when nothing really matters that would welcome peaceful thing? looked bloody body comrade friend before your eyes life's lifes blood ebbs away? pray then find wasn't wasnt there desperation dad? fought sided fight betrayed those thought that could trust then taken prisoner bestial japanese? wish never  arthur lane	 ptcsd post traumatic combat stress disorder secret casualties walking talking wounded~ visible scars missing limbs sightless just sudden starts wakeful nights mood-shifts numbed emotions cope milk spilt mopped wrung swilled away carefully unwrap memories fragile awful examine victimised dreams forever re-live horrors cherishing unafraid somehow dead while still alive australian vietnam veterans lament hurt pain stilt lingers years were told wrong when twenty carefree game we're past fifty feel shame such legacy bear borne bastards didn't didnt care wives kids suffer wrongs being righted battle stick together probably rest mates shared this horror proud ounce honour we'll well kick some arse doors although today numbers dying them keep trying right inherited have meant heartache tears soldiers write their behalf cause 																																																				you shove battles called wars just children alien shores pearce returned vietnam others cared went feared what failed asked those gave nothng reluctantly accepted eternal loneliness-should fail seen face terror felt chill warmed touch love hoped pained cried foremost lived times best forgotten very least will able greatest pride indeed soldier time history's historys calendar slept long soldier's soldiers fractured sleep parked upon razor's razors edge taut nerves dawn making god's gods black opal night coalesced uncharitable earth inhospitable mountains great dreadful darkness raw-ragged stark-naked awakeness mortars habit ripping vulgar clutches earth's earths bone-dry crust arms legs wondered bought instant packaged hell around cries wounded fusiliers gnawed edges sanity peering sparse sanctuary hole's holes inside travelled along snatches tracers busy sewing seams night's looking carcass bury bright lights flares otherwise another occasion might passed display illuminated revelling mushroomed brightness into cavern punctuated gregarious rattle-tattle sounds make about themselves ignescence like semicolon punctuations hand-grenades exploding seemed quite superfluous screaming whistling bugle-playing ‘banzia'-yelling ‘banzia-yelling ‘gooks' ‘gooks raving lunatics doing demented morris-dance reminding fireflies balmy summer's summers thrashed obscene loops strands barbed-wire ignominy halting enough stilled fusiliers' brens vickers ending morrising more came shot chinese lads shoot never-ending parody insanely stupid terrible worthless courageous acts courage opium? comes separate brave? take soldier because serves other side less than heroic intense infamous earn place history joining battle honours regiment's regiments colours forbid should spend ‘shitdiggers1 infantry writing title mind's minds flitting time historical event misjudge can't cant forget heaped no-one sees behind should appear distraction neglect live tomorrow condemn seem squander thoughts yesterday's yesterdays gaunt etched mind chide writings war's wars abhorrence recalls unlike left graves inter 'tis simple matter abandoning possible smother soul time-capsuled moment life takes wing earth's-torn earths-torn hole commit objurgation? thank know these things night terror dreamt last hate-filled twisted snarling voice bellowed hoarse rage knew back brains slivers bone pitiful stares bubbling gasps child's childs throat locked head under control quickly subdued casual ears taste salty scalding could child found later boys wild training hate race close-run though admit refuse regret done mine there's theres except filled always rings loud clear awake pounding heart teeth clenched screaming wonder i've late trigger such dreaming maybe there's theres something however deeply hidden makes relish forbidden? most savage beasts stalks world takes delight killing walks erect one's ones willing mother dear mother help please cold bleeding alone lost home dear it's getting dark trouble sorry supper hurting don't dont tell father trousers ripped sing lullaby baby open cannot leave here cry? breathe bathe wounds come sergeant you've youve over macnally last letter home from 			private albert troughton 	shot dawn 22nd april 1915 dear sisters brothers lines health hope mother o'clock oclock morning 22nd april good part upset yourself shall goodbye father sisters remember kendall sorrv happened ypres stood chance think paying debt full rate give worse waiting hung letters sent court martial seems only common civilians country hail sleet snow trenches comrades been slaughtered everyone regiment captured colonel loudly strained ‘everyone himself german …this punishment germans wrote letter don't dont angry gone newbold silly worried almost think beginning pity living good goodbye albert another move forward little young position perfect look need personal easier stay anonymous represent counts breathe half hold squeeze gently favour afraid glad ground craftsman's craftsmans satisfaction happy compassionate can't cant anything wanna burden state possessed killed for? shrinks doc's docs arctic socks disloyal kill hide crowd grey shroud reason shouts treason pills booze make ooze june under crystal moon died brave free award ptsd author tony mcnally dedicate anthology poems -men khaki -who returned memory stayed even disciplined uniformity soldier-holes ashley heroes killing fields countries hero having made bride widow deprived woman killed baby's babys may'be three glory miserable shiny medal deed pinned firmly chest like albatross army vest shilling showing brand blew lives bloated your whirl re-enacting film hollywood fantasy many lonely scarred suffering nightmare living government pension tend whispering words comfort heal compensation recognise because after national servant full military honours strength organise funeral their warm brown voices sincerity sympathy grief using justify brutal trade stern unmoving faces grieving show large theirs bidding this pomp flag ceremony renown smug finest doubt colour name spelt until above loved grieve loss fruitlessly spent fighting heartless dare call peace trenches reaching love reach memory's memorys recollection inspire creature inspiration tantalise torment aching body's bodys envy measured dimensions accounted hand contour every line shape down fingers caress buttons undress areasts each palm honey teats draw nectar mouth perhaps you'd youd shout? nakedness clothes convention hides in-disguising truth form enrapt­ured lover's lovers softness ached spread thighs invitation size growing enter dedicated marie cunningham booth long stare stare night's nights tattered blanket through stars eyed keeping dawn's dawns enfilade dominance oawn made dense wholeness night stars orange punched holes blanket's blankets splintered steel disembowelled quiet discolouration slit grin belly heard protest roar anguished 				 war' war's ‘tis into tortured capsulated torn subjugation? thank \",\" army heroes marianne loyd marianneloyd heroes live never speak lonely living fighters have only silent thoughts goes rule that haunts tell tales their words buried today that's thats story army hero will moving when down prayer coming home hush wind says dream later raise hands stand line still taking orders after they're theyre gone haunted screams songs fight rights don't dont complain wished they wings could away from battlefield stinks many lives wasted nothing sing underneath fallen dawn victory slides across thorns \");");
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